Being a Victim of the “Opiate Crisis”

Being a Victim of the “Opiate Crisis”

I am a victim of the opiate crisis.  No I have not lost any friends or family to drugs, and no I am not, nor have I ever been an addict.  But the war on opiates has more than one type of causality.  I have spent the last year trying to get a job in my area (so within an hour drive) in the field that I have dedicated my life to, emergency medicine.  I have gotten a bachelors in health sciences, taken many classes pertaining to medicine, obtained my AEMT certification, and worked for multiple fire departments as an EMS provider.  But all of a sudden I find myself unable to become employed in the field I was put on this earth to be a part of because of the medications I have PRESCRIPTIONS for to help control the chronic pain I have from a rare disease.  I do not want to go on disability yet, I am just not ready to admit that is what my life has come to.  I am able to work, I want to work, but no one will hire me because I have prescriptions for and take on occasion opiate medications.  I have worked for several years in this field prior to this year with no issues, an exemplary record for care provided and letters of recommendation from employers due to my ethics, ability to function under stress, and provide excellent care to any patient in all situations.  However, now because of the war on opiates, pain medication and chronic pain have become an extremely taboo issue in the workplace.  

The FDA uses a lot of different adjectives to describe everything from A to Z when it comes to opiates.  What I find interesting are all the things that seem to be ignored such as:

This medicine may make you dizzy or drowsy. Do not drive or do anything that could be dangerous until you know how this medicine affects you. Sit or lie down if you feel dizzy. Stand up carefully.

So what employers and their legal teams seem to ignore is the part where it states these meds MAY have certain affects, as in they MAY also not affect you at all.  Or how you should not perform certain activities UNTIL YOU KNOW how it will affect you, as in you are good to go if you already know how it will affect you.  This is what applies to my case.  I do not process most medications the way the average person does and as a result it means the combination of medications I take for various things is a bit odd.  However I also know after years of being on these medications exactly how they will affect me, for how long, in what manner, and even how long they will affect me based on what I have eaten or drank recently.  The websites basically give all the worst case scenario information which is what companies and legal teams grab onto.  

I find it very hard to be told that I should find another field to work in, or to let it go and apply somewhere else and just don’t put down my medication list.  I want to get a job in the field I love and I want to do it honestly.  Why should I have to hide my medication list, or give up the thing I love the most after already doing it for years?  I understand that rules and regulations are put in place for a reason to protect the patients.  Personally I would never endanger a patient by taking something that affected me so severely it could cause them harm.  But when advising physicians are making recommendations based on one aspect of the medication it can be very hard to for those few who have no issues to make it through.  There is a “black box” warning on almost all medications state that they can impair you in some way, and for good reason.  But again that is there because a few people reacted that way and now it must be put on all prescriptions regardless of the person taking them.  I have met people who respond so poorly to caffeine they are unable to function on even the smallest doses present in things like chocolate.  Just an example of how something benign can have a profound affect on someone the same way it can have none. 

I will not give up, I work every day to find a way to do what I love.  I am always looking into new research and new methods of pain control that do not involve medication or at the very least opiate medication.  There are people out there every day showing that you can do what you love despite all the odds, you just have to believe and work hard enough.

15 Replies to “Being a Victim of the “Opiate Crisis””

  1. Wow that was strange. I just wrote an very long comment but after I clicked submit my comment didn’t show up. Grrrr… well I’m not writing all that over again. Anyhow, just wanted to say excellent blog!

    1. Thanks so much I was really sick the last couple weeks so I haven’t been able to add any new stuff but I will be adding more this weekend. I appreciate the comment!

    2. That sucks if you ever feel up to it I would love to see what you have to say. But thanks for your comment it is my goal to help as many people as I can and reach as many people as I can.

    1. Not at all the whole point of this site is the free exchange of information. I want as many people to be educated and have a voice. So many things that become big and make changes in society start as a single drop of water in a very large pond. I that drop trying to make waves.

    1. That is great. I don’t necessarily need people to agree with my point of view. What I really want is for people to take into consideration all sides of the issue not just the one that looks bad or dangerous. We only have shadows because we have light, and the light is what people need to see as well as the shadows when it comes to this issue.

  2. Write more, thats all I have to say. Literally, it seems as though you relied on the video to make your point. You clearly know what youre talking about, why throw away your intelligence on just posting videos to your blog when you could be giving us something enlightening to read?

    1. Thanks for your comment and yes absolutely I will be writing more in the future. Sometimes the videos are made because I really want people to feel the emotion and the gravity behind what I am saying which is sometimes hard to make come across in the written word. I have never been afraid to make waves and speak my mind on controversial issues and it bothers me how many people see only one side of this crises we are going through. Please continue to read and share the sight with others!

    1. That would be great, the more people who learn the difference between dependence and addiction the better. Making chronic pain mainstream is as important as it was to make diabetes so. As the old saying goes…Knowledge is Power.

    1. Thank you so much for your kind words. I find the more I write the more of my soul comes out and all I really want to do is help people and if that means I must give my soul away a tiny piece at a time it will well be worth it in the end. Keep reading, keep sharing, keep learning. And never let someone tell you what your limits are.

      #nolimits #livenolimits

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